Oh Geez....

So if you are reading this then you are a friend on facebook. I will say it is super hard for me to let anyone in....ever....so this is going to be a new experience for me.  I am in need of some serious change in my life and doing it by myself isn't working as well as I would like it too...so maybe with a little support from those in my life..may help keep me motivated...Cause finding motivation is super hard for me.  I am almost 36...(where did the time go) and am not exactly where I would like to be in life.  There is still a lot of life left and I would really enjoy living it instead of wasting away doing nothing.  It is not a secret I need to drop a couple pounds...that seems to hold me back quite a bit...I tried doing this whole blog thing a little over a year ago, but no one really knew about it and quite honestly I sucked at it.  I was challenged to put it on facebook and let people in...well here goes...hopefully I will start making steps in the right direction and maybe find some much needed support.