So Hard...

Why is this so hard???  Loving yourself....It is so easy to dislike yourself, but loving yourself is incredibly hard.  It has been years since I liked me...I don't know how to like myself again.  Which makes it extremely hard to make necessary changes in my life to be happy!  These last few weeks have been really hard, very up and down...mostly down.  This is going to be one long tough journey...I need to get myself back on track.  One step at a time...One day at a time...